I re-read all my entries on this journal tonight...and I just kept thinking about that saying....those who don't learn from their past are doomed to repeat it. I hope that I'll have the balls to stop letting my life repeat itself, and take a chance and hope for the best, cause I have to believe that it beats looping through the same mistakes year after year. The first step is the hardest, but if I don't get up the courage to take it soon, I probably never will.