I walked outside yesterday to go to Benny's and I saw that someone (I think my dad) had dumped a bunch of used cat litter all over the hood of my car. What the hell is wrong with these people? That is disgusting let me tell you...and I was pretty pissed about it.

What is it with me and boys I work with and their "pick-up" lines? I don't know what to do about this new guy cause I can just see myself really hurting him and I just don't want to do that.

I was looking for some paper to make a list of songs for a new cd and I found something I wrote a long time ago about a boy. It was really defensive and 14ish it went on about how I was better than they were and I wasn't going to let them drag me down into their shitty life..."you are a damned man leading a damned life, and I won't allow myself to be dragged down into the hell that is your life..." shit like that. It made me laugh at myself but I guess I did used to be pretty dramatic.