Remember how excited you were when you got out of highschool and you really thought that life just might be ok for you cause lets face it it's you you're talking about and of course shit had to go your way...cause it's you not some random stranger who's allowed to have a shitty life on the basis that they are not you. But as each new year passed and your life just kept getting worse instead of better you slowly began to see why there were those sad old guys you found at every bar and every family get-together who always went on about how fucking great they had it back in the day back in HS and how those were the best years of their lives and you start to panic cause man oh man you don't ever want to slope so far down the scale that you join these loser has-beens in their nostolgia. But looking back you did have the bestest of times in HS and what if they speak true and then comes the freaking out cause that is not how YOUR life was supposed to be not YOU, god no anyone and everyone else but never YOU. You end up prolonging your education so that you have an excuse to have not "become somebody" already until that tragic day that you've obtained your 4 year degree and there is still nowhere to get a job cause now they want 3 years experience too and they just won't count your internship so you're screwed. That's when you realize that this is your life....like it or not and you have to decide if you are going to give in or get out.