I have been sad lately. Last night I cried myself to sleep. (No it had nothing to do with Buffy) Sometimes I just feel really empty and the only way to feel better is to cry out all the things I don't like about my life. You wouldn't think crying would make you feel less empty but for me it reminds me how I need to grow up sometimes, it lets me regain control of myself. I have gotten off track and I'm not doing anything to straighten it out. That isn't like me, wait yes it is, wait no it isn't, hmm. See now I don't even remember.

I need someone to make me smile...make me laugh...make me feel.